Saturday, February 9, 2008

Betting on the Muse

Eminem is a great musical poet.

Some people never go crazy. What truly horrible lives they must lead.

- Charles Bukowski

Friday, February 8, 2008

Gal Friday Loves Poetry

Took my Machine to two doctors.

All is well.

Just writing to say I LOVE EMINEM
and I am glad I have a machine to transmit a love message to him:

(psst... music here)

Oh, life is a glorious cycle of song
A medley of extemporanea;
And love is a thing that can never go wrong;
And I am Marie of Romania.
- Dorothy Parker
Not So Deep as a Well (1937)

Thursday, February 7, 2008

I Cooked My Hard Drive

Jeezus Lou-eezus.

My computer was acting all fucked up last night and when I tried to turn it on this morning I noticed some black smudging where the keyboard meets the monitor and that shit was burnt! My MacBook Pro overheated and cooked itself. My new drawings of Eminem and Proof and Dr. Dre are on there! And soooo much other shit. I hope it can all be saved.

Marshall! I kept my cool because you taught me to. I LOVE YOU!



writing from my back up machina

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Message from the future...

In a few hours I will get home. I will be happy to be home. I will take my computer out of my bag, where it is because I was working at a friends' house earlier. In the usual spot where I sit I will sit again and this time when I turn on my computer the monitor will fizz out and I will be concerned. My concern will turn to panic as I turn off the machine and pray for the best secretly knowing the worst.

To stay calm I will listen to a new little jingle I wrote while daydreaming about meeting my Hero Marhall Mathers one day, the song is called Upside Down Lullaby:

I will lose myself and find peace.

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

Love Bastard

Hi Marshall!

You have been inspiring me like crazy so I wrote a song today called Love Bastard. I wonder if you would like it...

It kind of sucks but it's the best I can do so far ~

Monday, February 4, 2008

"Whatever" is the Breakfast of Former Champions

Life sucks. How can I cheer someone else up when I don't believe there is any reason for this shit we call life?

Better watch what you say
Just when you thought you were safe
Them fuckers got you on tape
You swear to god you was playin'

- Eminem
My First Single

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Dear Marshall

The Superbowl was ah.
Whatever. Tom Petty is cool,
but I would rather have seen you perform.
Hopefully you are feeling good
and not eating alot of crap
like I just did.

Like the fucking workaholic dork I am
I'm back home already
at my machine
wishing that people
would not fucking work me
like a slave all weekend.

Got a broken heart,
the dick that broke it
is too close for comfort.

Anyway, thanks for keeping me alive long enough to bitch about today.
Tomorrow will be better.

I'm a soldier, these shoulders hold up so much
They won't budge, I'll never fall or fold up
I'm a soldier, even if my collar bones crush
or crumble, I will never slip or stumble.

- Eminem

Friday, February 1, 2008

I don't wanna quit, but shit, I feel like this is it

This is the only thing keeping me going right now:

I bury my face in comic books, cause I don't want to look
at nothin, this world's too much, I've swallowed all I could
If I could swallow a bottle of Tylenol I would
And end it for good, just say goodbye to Hollywood
I probably should, these problems are pilin all at once
Cause everything that bothers me, I got it bottled up
I think I'm bottomin out, but I'm not about to give up
I gotta get up...

Artist: Eminem
Album: The Eminem Show
Song: Say Goodbye Hollywood